21. Lonesome Friday Night

So, my mom had this boyfriend who I HATED but she always went to see him, sometimes overnight from Friday to Saturday, and I was left in the apartment all alone... I never told her how I felt because I just wanted her to be happy, so I agreed to the idea of spending nights on my lonesome.

December 5, 2008- Olga Taratuta

Staring out the window...
Christmas lights on balconies
Red and green and so...
Humbly glamorous
The note is perched up on the table...
Be home at 10, dinner's in the fridge
Life is not a fairy fable...
Noodles in a bowl
Here I am, myself and I...
Imaginary friend beside me
Those magazines are all a lie...
I'm oh so very lonely
Dream about a better world...
Hope for love and success
Think about being a different girl...
But, coincidentally, I am me
You are you, and we are we...
It's the simplest common sense
Fate and destiny...
And the moody lights outdoors
Can't you see I'm...

Ever. So. Lonely.

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