Olga's Poetry & Thoughts

OH MY. It seems like I'm going back in time! Not only am I being totally immature on a daily basis, but I am also absolutely crazy at times xD WOW. Truth is, lot's of stuff is going on in my life, some good, some bad...some just...WTF o.O BIG changes, big events, and school just adds to it all. History tests? French cramming!? Yup, school is great. Bottom line- my life's crazy, and I'm just playing along with it ;) Enjoy. <3 br="" nbsp=""> Heart erupting with heat Flames scorching into rage Swallowing shallow tears As I slowly turn the page Chapter one is over That episode is done I have felt what I have felt Now Chapter two has begun So, guess what, I may be a little crazy Though that's an understatement, I must say... But, guess what, I'm still alive And I was nothing but myself today The scribbled pages in life They keep on going Like blood spewing through the vein New emotions keep on flowing Ink clots stain the paper Bruises eve

Life as a teenager- FUN...NOT. I go through sooo many ups and downs, lefts and rights... it's emotionally tiring. This poem is about the logic versus feelings part of life- is it best to listen to what your mind is telling you or what your conscience is telling you? The butterfly thinks it's your heart, but, hell, what does a butterfly know!? Its brain is like...100 times less the size than your brain!!! Of course, as a poet, I use direct metaphors, which may be difficult to understand. The butterfly, in this poem, is an advice-giver, and it is advice that I have been given in real life. I find these three verses of advice the most useful words to live by, and it's truly crucial to remember these things on an everyday basis. Oh, and why is the name of this poem "Apricot Butterfly Wings?" What can I say, I love apricots. Enjoy, my dear butterflies <3 br="" nbsp=""> One pleasant skied day, I was dreaming aloud Unwinding amidst a fiel

School Stress xD is killing me very slowly... I realized that my life is really crazy right now and it's really tough to deal with all these changes. And, really, it's the little insignificant things that count- like admiring the sun in the morning, talking to someone you don't usually talk to, say a joke, skip on the street for no reason... makes my life a whole lot more enjoyable (: School is really demanding, and home life is also a blur, but hey, I'm still here and I am. Attempting. To. RELAX. It's working, somewhat (: Life's great, enjoy it. Butterflies. Gnawing at your insides, Leaking purple blood Strength debilitated, Crystal thoughts morphed into mud. All the stress builds up, Like fungus on a birch tree Why is there so much pressure, So many expectations of me? University is important I know, it's true But there's so much more to life... So much more I can do Give a go at snake soup, skydive Discover my soul mate Travel ar