Skip to main content

Fooled


I've been fooled all my life
Hearing, hun, it will get better
We have beauty in our pockets
And time stuffed into lockets
It only gets better from here
Yet here I kneel, defeated, oppressed
My mind a steam engine, obsessed
All this time I thought I was blessed
But really all I am is stressed
I detest the soothing words
The sweet utterances
That fooled me
Hun it's gotten better
Hun no need to fret
Hun just forgive and forget
Don't you know your manners yet?
I am not a lady
I am not a fool
I'm the victim of oppression
Of fiends with an obsession
Of all things wicked and vain
I am not a lady
I am a woman
I am blessed
Here, on earth, the snakes stand tall
Everything is warped here on the ground
When serpents coil around my neck
Everyone says, hun it will get better
But I'm telling you I am blessed
There is no justice here, no alibi
There are twenty five reasons for me to cry
None for the snakes because snakes are dry
No justice here, I've got no ally
God knows justice
But snakes don't die



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Miles Away

I refuse to sell my heart, not for twenty-five cents The auction is closed, ladies and gents I’ve already sold my eyes, when they caught sight of the streets So now everyone can see the beauty of my Italian retreat I sold my tongue for gelato, feeling so young Letting the wild berries dance around on my tongue I sold my feet when I traveled to see our Holy Mother in gold Like a saint on a mission, I’ll walk until I get old I sold my ears when I heard beautiful Aida open her lips Echoing through the theatre in which the ancients used to sit But I won’t sell my heart, it is still free For my heart belongs to God and not really to me My heart aches for home, too many miles away Yet for now I am here and I will live for today Yes, I sold my eyes to Italy; it’s all I can see How I wish you were here seeing these treasures with me I’ll try to buy back my sight, taste, and ears too So that I’ll be able to share these memories with you

We Pretend

We pretend that we'll live forever That tomorrow will bring something better We pretend we're not made of stars As we roam the streets and bars We pretend we'll never die That our kids won't ever cry Over the loss that is our end Every student, teacher, friend Everyone we've ever known Has a constellation they call home When the moon comes out at night I look to them to see the light To all those who did pretend That their story would never end But on some nights, breezy and clear I see the stars and they feel near I can grasp one and hold it in my hand As it takes me to another land We pretend this earth is all there is to see Yet the stars and crickets have spoken to me We pretend we'll never die Because we truly won't To someone's eye

Not Your Typical New Year's Resolutions

2016 is a big year for me and for most friends my age. 2016 means I'll transform from "Olga Taratuta, High School Graduate" to "Olga Taratuta, B.A." 2016 holds my future in its sweaty palms. The words "job," "money," "graduate school," and "scholarships" seem to have dominated my pool of vocabulary. 2016 is where I become a real adult, not the OSAP mooching fraud that I am now. But adulthood is a scam. It is a fable told by society to keep the economy in check. Adults are seduced by money. We become promiscuous, lurking the streets to make a buck.  My original goals for 2016 were to: A) Get into graduate school B) Get a job C) Get an apartment D) Save, save, save! Then I realized that all those goals are money-driven to some degree. They are but cookie cutter resolutions, such as "exercise more" or "lose 5 pounds." I will not make money by aiming to make money. I have realized this ...